But I'm scared again.
More scared than my ribs or that thing behind my ear.
In Bio, we learned about cancer. In the textbook it said that the mole.. yes, those '3D' ones... is benign. But if something happens to form around it on the skin, like some brown stuff, then it could be a chance of turning cancerous. See, I have one of those. Those '3D mole' thing. I was showering one day and I turn around to see my back through the mirror and noticed that there was something surrounding it. I freaked. I know I shouldn't be jumping to conclusions about anything, but I freaked out a lot. I don't remember if it was always there (the surrounding thing) or not, but I cannot stop thinking about it.
I told my mom just now and she said not to worry about it and that it was from my dad's side of the family. I'm not sure if she gets me, I don't think she understands the surrounding bit part. She said my dad had it... but I've never seen one with the brown surrounding skin area thing.
IN ANY CASE...
I'd like to ask for a prayer.
I might tell my doctor while I'm there asking for a medication...
might.
So yeah, I'd like to ask for a prayer if you have time. A short, simple prayer.
Lord.
I pray that my faith in you will strengthen so that I will no longer fear evil. The thought of death , even. I pray that whatever happens, I will remain calm knowing that you are with me from beginning to end of each journey I go through. Lord I will follow you through the days of my life and fear nothing. This is something small, something that you can fend off. Thank you for giving me life.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
I'd like to share a song that I enjoy.
