not symmetrical?

Sometimes when you look at yourself, something's not right. Or when you touch a part of your body, it doesn't feel right either. A body is not symmetrical. One eye is smaller than the other, one arm might be slightly longer. A human body is NOT symmetrical.
For me, i understand that. I honestly do. It's just sometimes my body's so NOT symmetrical is actually scares me to death. Take my rib cage for example, i don't know what i've actually realized this, probably earlier this year or late last year, but the left side of my rib cage sticks outwards. Like, when the rib cage curved around, it's usually seen as flat, but the left side of my rib cage kind of keeps running upwards.
THAT is what scares me. Even though i've been reassured that it's just that my body's not symmetrical, that i'm not going to die, it still scares me.
I've even prayed to the Lord about this.
Lord, I know that you are with me, and I know that this side of the rib cage is probably just my body and it will do no harm, i'm still scared. Please help me be calm about this.
Sometimes the prayer works, yet somehow the other time it doesn't.
I remember at night before i fell sleep, i started being scared again. So scared i wanted to start puking. (not sure if i've already told the story) so i prayed and listened to christian songs. It didn't help so i turned the lights on, stopped the music and started reading this spiritual devotional like book. I flipped to the part that i was supposed to be on. What do you know? It talks about someone being so scared that she starts thinking too much about death. I immediately found the connection. The person also said that Jesus had already come down to Earth and conquered death so we shouldn't be afraid. I'm not too sure, but it made me more confident. I felt that God was talking to me that instant through the book.
And thinking about it, i was scared just a while ago.
You can stick your fingers in my rib cage, that's what made me scared.
I tried pushing the rib cage so that hopefully it will somehow bend downwards as well.
But after thinking about that night, I suddenly feel confident again.
I know that it was a message from God telling me not to worry and that it won't harm me.
So I say,
Satan, stop trying to ruin my life. You and I both know that God is going to win; always.
you can try with all your might, but i know for sure, that God is fighting along side me and will reassure me that I, his daughter, will be fine as long as i put my trust and faith in him.

But people, even if i'm not scared now, somewhere along the future i may still be scared. So I ask for a prayer request, pray that i will always remember that night that God showed me the message. A precious message from a father to a daughter. I will update the prayer request page now.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. (:

Love you all♥

National Day of World Prayer

Yeah so I don't exactly know what this is, but maybe Tinaa. can explain since she sent me the invite thing. I only know that you pray... For what purpose? No idea.
But despite that,
I shall keep all of you in my prayers tonight. (:
And maybe a short one here. :P
*clears throat*
let us start.

Dear Heavenly Father who art in heaven,
 Hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us--- (Lol okay no. That's the Lord's Prayer. (: Not mine.It's from Luke11:2-4. I'll say it again after my own prayer. :P)

Anyway,
Dear Heavenly Father who art in Heaven,
Thank you for all you have ever done and will ever do for us now, for us in the past, and for us in the future years that have yet to come. You know all because you are that mighty and great. How God is an Awesome God indeed. I pray that you bless each and every soul that art in earth and forgive those who are in need to be forgiven by you because they have sinned. And yes Lord, we all sin, that is why we all need your forgiveness. If we are angered by another, then we must also learn to forgive so that your blessing, mercy and forgiveness may gather upon our very soul. And Lord, there are yet many things to come in the future, and I pray that you keep all of us in your hands. That we are all kept in your safety. When we need someone's shoulder, you are always there for us.
Lord, may you give us the wisdom, power and courage to spread your word and the gospel to non-believers so that they may also, rejoice in you with us. 
I also pray for those who are caught in disasters. I pray that your love with flow within them and that they will all heal quickly. Emotional state and physical state. I know that it hurts you more to see us hurt. You love us that much.
Life is harsh, yes indeed. And with all that's happening around us as the years go by, life will get a lot tougher. So Lord, i pray in advance that you guide us through this hardship and let us be able to walk with you along to the path of life and light. Though it may be hard and many obstacles and bumps along the way, I know it is worth it in the end. Let us  be able to walk that way with you and with faith in you, that we may conquer all along the path to be able to sit with you in Heaven.
Lord, some people can't see how much you really love them. They are afraid of the truth, YOUR truth. They know not that the truth is the only way to set them free. Free from misery and hardship and all. I pray that they will see your love, mercy, kindness, miracles and all above and come to know that you, truly are, the greatest.
And so ends this prayer Lord. I will be sure to share with them the video you have for us all. (:
And if they've watch it already Lord, let them watch it again to be reminded.
In Jesus' precious and holy name,
Amen.


So yeah everyone! The video:



and right! The Lord's Prayer. (:

"After this manner therefore pray ye:

Our Father which art in Heaven

Hallowed be thy name.

Thy Kingdom come

Thy will be done

in earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread

And forgive us our debts and we forgive our debtors.

And lead us not into temptations

but deliver us from evil:

For thine is the kingdom

and the power

and the glory

forever.

Amen"

(It's not in modern english, more like olden days, but i like it like that. (: Again, Luke 11:2-4  )